I finally was back home in Texas June 1st. It has been since Christmas when i was home last which makes me sad to think about bc thats a long time to me to be away from my home and family. So as soon as i got home kinley and macy were already outside waiting for our arrival. which Kinley has gottin so big it makes me tear up to think about how fast she is growing up. I remeber rocking her to bed with a bottle. ughh But after we got in and settled down not to mention i picked macys bed with kinley like the good ole days. use 3 girls living in the same room even tho in our old house me and macy had different beds. you gotta love the closenesss of the family haha we dont mind being in one big comfy bed all snuggled up laughing and cutting up. I had a dentist apt. the next day for my wisdom teeth and figured out they could come out that day well infact i had 5 minuates @ the house to chnage and get read for my teeth to be pulled out of my face. little did i know what was comen. Next thing i know i her " her face is turning blue, we need to take her into the hospital." yep.... so there i go loaded into the back of the ambluence car ready to go to the hospital. Got there and its all fuzzy with my memory bc of meds and everything else but lets just say it was a very scarry day/night for my mother and I. Which i should mention how lucky i am to have a mother like her. Idk of any other parent who would of been so strong @ time so weak. I love you mother and thank you for being so strong. But im just now haven time to breathe everything in.. the smell of famillaraity, haven the comfort of knowning where things are, and haven ppl to see, things to do all the time, FAMILY to hangout with and laugh. If only Jared was here. oh yep i know. but he does bring this joy with him everywhere he goes. I can't wait for him to get intown and see the city. i miss home so much when i come and visit. You just have this feeling of security when you step off the plane and on the grounds of your home roots. Lincoln came intown this weekend yay.. Man how i have missed her so much. It felt so good to get to hug her, it had been a good minuate since the last hug i got. I can't even begin to explain how much i miss all my sisters. I wish sometimes that everyone could see us 4 girls together and all the fun we have when are with each other. But now that my eyes are staring to water. change in subject.
MADDIE graduates today. YAY ! that is such a big deal. i hope she has such a blessed next 4 years in whatever her sweet lil life may bring. I hope that tomorrow i willbe feeling up to actually doing somehting with my life unlike the past 4 days.
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