Finding Me

Hello Lovey's,

I know it has been forever since i last wrote on this. But I am writing now! Can't promise ill keep it up bc we all know ill probably wont but i am going to try.

For those who know me know that my summer started off a little rough! Jared and I broke up and yes, of course it effected me. But After coming back to Greenville and stuff taking place making me see this whole new well him.. Needless to say I'm doing Better than I ever was.
I am so blessed to know and have such a close walk with the lord. I know he sure has takin cre of me through this all. More importantly he has shown me that I am not in control of my life and I am so thankful for that. Also during this time I've gotten to see things that have made me realize how thankful I am that those events did happened the way they did b/c i know looking back I wouldn't of been strong enough to ever do it and I would of ended up unhappy.

Everyone who has been through a break up knows that in the beginning its hard to find yourself again. Due to the fact that you have been forming habits and thinking of someone before you for so long it almost was 2nd nature. What i have found out during all this, is that I sorta lost myself in someone else! Even the little details about who i am changes in a weird way without you even recognizing it at the time.
And if your like me, you finally get to see the real and true other person. You begin to figure out more about that person then you ever knew while dating him. Which is kinda funny how that works but its totally true. You get a better idea how character traits and personality which thankfully is normally a negative and turn off.

The coolest thing about a break up is once the pain is gone and trust me It will LEAVE.. haha luckily mine took less then most peoples ( that's what I have been told at least) But when its gone you feel this freedom, this weight lifted off your shoulders. You start to find yourself and remember the fun small details that got pushed aside. You begin to build that inner love and confidence for yourself instead of finding it from that one person. And honestly, most of the time you realize you were to good for and better off without him. especially after getting to figure out who the real "he is". You start enjoying life more then you do before that relationship. You start to really evaluate things and make more out of life. You start noticing other people noticing things about you that you once knew but again forgot. which makes life fun and enjoyable.

So needless to say I am enjoying life so much right now. I am blessed and so glad that i have had my family, friends and most importantly My God right by side through this terrible but totally glad it happened experience!!

My NeW Nephew

Okay,

Fist of all I have to ask myself " what in the heck is wrong with you"

The fact that my sister is having a baby BOY is a blessing. Who know maybe once he grows up he can knock some dang sense in you.

LINCOLN and JOHN what an amazing gift from god you two have been blessed with. To know that two people MALE and FEMALE have made this precious baby boy.

I can't wait till BABY Valin is born and ready to make his foot prints on this earth.
Linc and John you are probably the best two Christ following people i know.
I can say personally I look up to you both so much. I am so excited about this baby boy.

Secondly and LASTLY- you better hope i don't run across you anytime soon...... You need to think long and hard about what you say.. who are you anyways to talk like that about someone.
also just food for thought--- evil can not harm the stronger!!! you can say all you want about my family but just know you talking nonsense just makes us realize how amazing this family truly is and how reassuring it is to know and see God working in John and Lincoln's life.



JULY 7Th Could not come sooner.

I think I might need to rethink that.

Okay,

Jared has been talking about wanting a dog for awhile now. I always explained to him that right now in his life he just doesn't have enought time for a dog. I mean right now he barley has even time for me( his Girlfriend ).
Background of Jared: IMPULSIVE BUYER.. Yes yall thought I was bad. haha

Jared called me one day and said " Hey London what are you doing later tonight?"
me: Nothing why?
Jared: I found something online today that i think your going to love.. I already talked to the owner of the ad and im going to stop by later tonight and wanted you to come.
Me: Jared is this a puppie you found.
Jared: Well.... yes. London its so cute you'll love it.

Anways,
We go to look at the puppie and he asked to watch for the night to see how it acts around people and stuff. yes i say acts around ppl bc its a PITBULL.. Number #1 rated for being aggresive. HAHA didn't he pick the best.

But now its been about 2 weeks since jared is a proud owner of a blue american pitbull and there is no girlfriend to be found.
I am missing couple of fingers that stunner has digested and im pretty sure my toes made a full meal to him as well.. JK but for real im so scared hes going to eat one day.
But Jared and his right hand man stunner are happier than ever. Great for them right.

Anways Here is the puppie that has bit his way in the middle of Jared and I.

got my first pair of Big girl Running shoes.

So..... today i went out and bought my first pair of big girl running shoes. but, mine are blue.
My father and I are running in a half marathon in march. Yes, thank you prayers are well needed. I should be up to well 4 miles and come change and yesterday i will say i ran my 3 miles. I thought I was dieing the whole 3 miles as well. But i made it.

On another subject (cheerleading) Last night i was at optionals, and well was doing a fun stunt I've done many times where I do a handstand and my partner throws me up and I turn around and end up with my feet together and one of his hands. anyways well I hit the floor really hard. not only that but my head hit. I know I know, I'm very lucky and to be honest it scarred me more then it hurt at the time. Im really sore and the trainers wont let me do anyting until saturday. So i didn't get to cheer at tonights bball game but ill be back for saturdays.

Lets see Jared and I hit our year marker a few weeks ago. WAHOOO never thought the day would come That myself would be with one boy for a whole year. But it did and im so thankful for that and him. hes a big part of my life now and hes an amazing guy. I couldn't of ask for anyone better. Hes simply made for me. ( god told me so :)
Picture of some gorgeous flowers he got me. I arranged them tho in a pitcher. haha



Anyways thats the lastest on me. Ill keep everyone posted.
Love and miss you all.

Rewind.

This is going to be short but i just wanted to let everyone know that last night Renard and I hit a rewind. I got it on video for those who don't know what it is. Also sorry you have to flip your head over to watch it. I can't figure out how to rotate it. But hope everyone enjoys <3

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1. Where is your cell phone? next to me. Duh !!!
2.Your hair? nappy.
3. Your mother? amazing!
4. Your father? loving!
5. Your favorite food? cheese sandwich
6. Your dream last night? none
7. Your favorite drink? water
8. Your dream/goal? grad college
9. What room are you in? my apt
10. Your hobby? cheerleading
11. Your fear? being kidnapped
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married
13. Where were you last night? jareds
14. Something you aren't? naturaly good at school
15. Muffins? no
16. Wish list item? my family all live under one roof again :(
17. Where did you grow up? Arlington,TX
18. Last thing you did? studyed
19. What are you wearing? T-shirt
20. Your TV? beside me
21. Your pets? none :)
22. Your friends? Crazy
23. Your life? Blessed
24. Your mood? amped
25. Missing someone? always (family)
26. Vehicle? solara
27. Something you're not wearing? makeup
28. Your favorite store? Forever 21
29. Your favorite color? black
30. When was the last time you laughed? today
31. Last time you cried? last thursday
32. Your best friend? many. Mom, Ky ky, jarbear
33. One place that I go over and over? California and tx
34. One person who emails me regularly? Ecu
35. Favorite place to eat? Taco Bell <3

Just call me Wonder WOMAN!!!

WOW,
i know its been so long since i have written but i do want to let everyone know i am still living. lol
I just Got back this Sunday from cheering at the chapel hill game <3 So much fun.
This is Renard and I signature stunt. lol we like to call it the Patrice swayzie


Me and Jessica. I love her
This was the travel team for chapel hill
Jess me and Summer.
I can't wait to travel more often.. hopefully i wont be sick next tho.

I just got done taking my last test for a couple weeks YAY! I had 5 test all in a row starting from Wednesday of last week till today! I am so Glad to finally have break. I would like to add i made a 98 on my Accounting test.

This coming week is back to the normal. School, Eat, Cheer, Sleep. I am so busy but i love it.

Parents weekend is this coming Saturday and i am so excited to see my Parents. I wish Macy and kin bug would be there but i understand they get to go see Taylor swift in concert. inf act all my sisters do. Lucky ducks... Hopefully tho ill be busy that night or you know what will happen.
Yepp.. Send off the Water works. Its pathetic.

I miss everyone so much. I hope you all will get a chance to come down here and visit and come to a football game. They are so much fun <3

Also.. I need help!!!
My contract on my cell phone goes up next month and i am trying to decided weather i should get the 3g iphone for only 100 bucks or go ahead and spend the money on the upgarde which is the 3gs?? I can't figure it out so let me know your input .

LOVE YOU ALL <3 <3 <3